Pull my head outta my butt Friday!

So, I haven't been to the gym at all this week.
I am feeling it too! I am grumpy and frumpy. Is frumpy a word?
First half of the week I had legit reasons and watched my eating, second half I just didn't go.
I really need to pull my head outta my butt and get to it.
Monday, we are going hard. I haven't worked my butt off, cried, and bought new clothes for nothing!
I haven't really been invested in anything. I have been talking to a new friend and just been enjoying myself with other things.
I don't talk about friends really because I don't have many, except Kaela...I will put her on blast all day erry day. So having a new one who has a baby Owens age and shares the same interest has been nice.
Still, I need to get in gear.\
I have a goal set to be down fifteen more lbs by March. I know once I get back in my groove I can and will achieve it. Operation Christmas 15 in 25 days, I didn't really think I could do it, but I lost 8. So this time, I can't get the mind set of me not being able to do, I just gotta do it.
Suck it up or suck it in.

Austin has been working a lot, and I am feeling that also. His job is hard, and puts a strain on us.
I am very thankful that he works as much and as hard as he does. That's never been the problem, I am also just very needy and emotional and like to have him home with us. I need to get better at the way I act towards his job though, that's been difficult for me. It may have a lot to do with that I have been in my funk so I have just lashed out on him.
Change. Big changes.

This weekend I really want to focus on getting the house together, spending time with Austin and
Owen, and mentally prepare myself for the physical ass kick I will be getting this next week!
I know I can do this.
I'm not sure what's been dragging me down or making me second guess myself, but I got this.
Always have, and always will.